(by Mike Blanding, father of Mateo)
Today I wake up with a mind flooded with questions: Is heaven real? Is Mateo there? What is heaven like? Is it perfect? Will I see him again? Will he be older when I see him in heaven, or will he still be a baby? Will I get a second chance to watch him grow up?
If heaven is truly a place with no suffering, no pain, no hardship, no sickness, and only beauty, joy, and peace, then why am I mourning? Am I sad for his sake that he didn’t get to spend 100 years in an imperfect world? That doesn’t sound right. Am I sad for my sake that I didn’t get to enjoy him in this life? If so, does that make me selfish? If this life only lasts 100 years, and the next life lasts for eternity, then in the grand scheme of things there’s not much to mourn.
So instead, today, I will choose to rejoice. Who knows what emotions tomorrow will bring. But for today, I will choose to rejoice. Both for Mateo’s sake and for my sake. “He will wipe away every tear from their eyes there will be no more death, sadness, crying or pain. All the old ways are gone.” Revelation 21:4
The #MightyMateo Legacy lives on.
Our little Mateo was highly involved in our efforts to fight online sex trafficking of children in the Philippines during his seven months of life. We believe that he'd love for us to continue this legacy.
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Dave Romano
3/24/2020 07:26:31 am
Praying with you my Brother.
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Dee McGeever
3/24/2020 08:09:36 am
Really beautiful, Mike 🙏💕
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Ann Romey
3/24/2020 08:28:25 am
Thanks for sharing this. It's beautiful.
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Tharin
3/24/2020 08:36:19 am
Love you guys, you are loved in return and we will be there for you however you need us to be. Stay safe Mike, Joanna and Andre. ❤️
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Ronnie
3/24/2020 08:41:41 am
Thanks for sharing this Kuya! Prayers up for you and Ate Jo-e 🙏🏼 Love you both.
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Warren Pfohl
3/24/2020 08:49:50 am
Hey Mike,
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Terri Fynch
3/24/2020 03:46:36 pm
None of us know the answers to any of your questions which fills my heart with sorrow. Although my heart is breaking for you my dear friend I will choose to rejoice such a beautiful life with you. If only the meaning of life was clear for each of us. Sending you and Jo all the love, peace and calm I have.
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Neoma Mullens
3/25/2020 06:38:24 am
Praying for your family. Thank you for sharing Mateo with the world. ❤️🙏🏼
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Gino
3/25/2020 07:45:17 am
Heartbreaking. Although there may be pain in the night, but joy comes in the morning. Here for you,bud! 🙏🏾
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